Floundering in my 5 Hours

It's been two years since a day like today has happened.  I am home alone and both my kids are at their respective school settings.  Two years ago, it was Noah in Kindergarten at 5 years old and Anna in MDO at 2.5 years old.  Anna didn't stick that year out and has been home with me since. So I have had a kiddo around, day in and day out, since then.  Then Anna went to pre-k this year, but Noah came home from public school and we've been homeschooling since.  Again, a kiddo around, day in and day out, since then.

But today?  Today Anna went to pre-k as all T/Th's prescribe.  And Noah?  Noah walked into his new co-op group as the rest of this year's Thursdays will prescribe. Trouble is, that's as far as I planned when I signed him up and we looked forward to this day.  We got him to school and Anna to school, and now I am home alone and I'm all, "Now what?"

Most mommas are all, "This rocks!" and "Now I can do x, y, and z!"

Me?  I am sitting here twiddling my thumbs trying to get my brain around the fact that I have 5 hours all to myself.  Well, 3 hours now.  I have been twiddling my thumbs and wandering around the house for 2 hours already.  I have GOT to get a grip!

Ok, ok. I know!  I will go get some groceries.  That's what mommas without their chickadees do, right?  Groceries!  Good, a plan! I'm on it!

Is anyone laughing at me, besides me?  So amused at how out of sorts I feel. Seriously floundering over here!