It is hard to say what kind of mood I am in lately. I feel real inbetween, but I can't say what I feel I am between. I have a lot on my mind and none of it seems to go together in any sort of reasonable way. I don't have the energy to put the energy into a serious post. Nor do I have the heart to do a more lighthearted post. Such a predicament.
But several things I know.
1. I need to deal with my still hurt feelings and anger about a situation for which I have been asked to not talk about on my blog. So I won't.
2. I am getting too used to not having any friends to talk to. Lately I just chat it up with the most random people. And really, I don't mind that one bit. Leaves me quite open to share myself with people that might need to be shared with.
3. I need to be in prayer more.
4. The book I am reading is really, really good. And so is the bible study I am doing. (Change of Heart by Jodi Picoult, and Esther by Beth Moore)
5. Candy sticks make crying toddlers stop crying.
6. You can lead a boy to a potty, but you can't make him go. Not every time at least.
7. I am never, ever, ever watching The Bachelor ever again. I am getting too old to watch such stupid programming. What a crock. What was I thinking? And why does this season's outcome infuriate me so?!
Now I get it...I was wondering why you hadn't posted in a while.
ReplyDeleteI love you man.
I am praying for you and whatever hurtful situation this is to be resolved. I stay in trouble about what I blog about being accused by my hubby for revealing or saying too much. I just respond that it's his fault I don't have any friends except for my cyber ones and I can be myself on my blog and not some mousy preacher's wife. :)
ReplyDeleteI totally agree with the candy sticks and the bachelor! Never again, I'm DONE!
ReplyDeleteI know you HATE talking on the phone, but anytime you need to chat, feel free to call me! In fact, you may want to give me a call later today, after I update my blog this afternoon... : )
I'm praying for you Kim. I'm so there with you on the in-between feeling. Email me if you want to chat about it. Love you!!!
ReplyDeleteOh the Bachelor!!! I was SOOO hot about that! I was so ashamed of myself for getting sucked into that garbage. I'm totally done with that show. But..then again the ultra fab Jillian will be the Bachelorette! AHHHHH....I have a few months to rid my mind of that crap and try really hard to not watch it.
ReplyDeleteSorry you are still dealing with junk - no fun - hang in there. I'm just an e-mail away (since I know you won't call :).
ReplyDeleteMelodie and I went to supper and I watched the season finale of the Bachelor because we had been talking about it. UGH!! I had watched a few of the earlier episodes for the Huntsville girl, but hadn't been keeping up. I apparently shouldn't have turned on the TV again - that man needs some counseling!